brights brighter.

i was standing in the lunch line in the cafeteria at estes hills elementary school the first time i heard the word ‘vivid’. my friend jessica laughed and said, ‘you have such a vivid imagination, mary.’ i don’t remember what i had said but i remember having to ask her what that word meant. we were waiting for our teacher to escort us back to our sixth grade classroom.

when i think of the word vivid, i think of what she said to me that day.

bright. creative. colorful. wild.

i think of laundry detergent making our brights brighter and our whites whiter. sometimes i wonder if my clothes will ever hurt my eyes when i pull them out of the wash because of the plastic promise made.

i think of all things made new and fresh and pure and clean and holy.

our brights brighter and our whites whiter.

when i first got sober, i remember going on a hike and feeling like i was seeing color for the first time.

the beauty of god manifest through creation was brighter.

and i was made whiter.

today’s prompt:

vivid.

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21 Comments (+add yours?)

  1. HopeUnbroken
    Jan 20, 2012 @ 07:04:18

    okay, so i’m going to use different words than i usually do :-)
    that was amazingly well-written. soul-shining. the heart of who you are came right through the screen and touched mine.
    i love God. and i love that He makes us clean.
    thanks for always keeping it real, and i’ve been praying for you and how you’re feeling these days.
    steph

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    • mary kathryn tyson
      Jan 20, 2012 @ 07:15:40

      Steph…

      Not just because of how you encourage me, but because of who you are…I am so glad to know you.

      Thank you for this.

      I am doing MUCH BETTER, thank you for asking. Waiting for my anti to get settled in, have been mostly numb, but I know it will balance out.

      Love you.

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  2. stickynotequeen
    Jan 20, 2012 @ 07:14:25

    Very nice piece! I enjoyed reading.

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  3. eileen
    Jan 20, 2012 @ 07:28:30

    Beautiful direction on the topic! When I first got sober…that was my experience as well. The world became beautiful place, I was seeing for the first time Thank you for that memory!

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  4. onegirl4god
    Jan 20, 2012 @ 08:47:05

    Fresh. Clean. Pure. Brighter. Vivid. Amen!

    Steph

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  5. ShoutLaughLove
    Jan 20, 2012 @ 08:57:53

    i took this photo this morning, and i think it must have been for you. all things new, indeed: http://followgram.me/shoutlaughlove/584467089_2185113

    the ones with vivid imaginings are my favorite sort of friends:) you are holy and beloved.

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  6. Jessica
    Jan 20, 2012 @ 09:02:00

    All those Sweet Valley High books gave me such a broad vocabulary :)
    And the desire for a twin sister named Elizabeth. And to be blond.

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  7. Veronica Monique
    Jan 20, 2012 @ 09:42:00

    Wonderfully shared. I remember you as a vivid individual in college, and I appreciate how in all that you’ve experienced you still maintain all the positive connotations of that word.

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  8. Tay
    Jan 20, 2012 @ 09:46:55

    Vivid

    It’s crazy how one little thing can trigger so many vivid memories. One moment and all those memories can come flooding back so vividly. But, the thing that takes me back to those moments the most is music.

    I Hope You Dance by Lee Ann Womack. This song takes me back to my eighth grade graduation.

    Party Rock Anthem.
    This song was played a lot at my high school football games this year. I will always hear this song, and think of jumping around with my friends in the freezing cold!

    Divine Romance by Phil Wickham.
    During my sophomore year of high school, I had an amazing mentor. Every Sunday evening, she would open her house up to all of the sophomore girls in our church’s youth group. We would sit on her big comfy couch, get SunChip crumbs stuck in between the cushions and just talk about life, faith and God. Sometimes she would make us all put our cell phones on her kitchen counter and each find a little nook to sit in and spend 30 minutes alone with God. She would play Phil Wickham songs on her laptop while we spent our time with God, but we all loved to hear Divine Romance. I remember her telling us that she wanted this song played at her wedding. Two years later, she got her wish, and I almost cried sitting in that pew listening to this song at her wedding.

    Send Me Out by Fee.
    This was the last worship song played at camp my senior year. We had all had an emotional weekend, but this song left me feeling refreshed and encouraged. This song was stuck in my head for weeks after I got home from camp.

    Hold My Heart by Tenth Avenue North.
    During the weeks and months after his diagnosis, this song was playing on my iPod a lot. During the road trips to and from the hospital where he was receiving his chemotherapy, I would look out the window and let these words pour over my heart and soul. 

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    • mary kathryn tyson
      Jan 21, 2012 @ 20:15:49

      tay-tay, i love that this word brings up so many great memories associated with so much good music! songs do that for me, too. i don’t know the phil wickham song, but i am going to find it now! xo

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  9. Kaitlin Evans
    Jan 20, 2012 @ 13:07:32

    This is beautiful. First, wow, great memory! Isn’t it funny how you have snipits of memories like that?

    Second, becoming sober is, absolutley, God’s greatest unveiling of the beautiful clarity of his vivid world (at least to me).

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  10. hopefuldays
    Jan 20, 2012 @ 14:03:17

    Beautiful ~ Vivid thought. Thanks for sharing…

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